Audio · Poetry

Letters to a House I Cannot Return To

Dear house, they painted over you in a colour you would hate.
September 15, 2026
Tomás Rendón reads the three letters. Recorded in Gainesville, Florida. Rain in the background is real.

I.

Dear house,
they painted over you in a colour you would hate.
The mango tree is a parking space now.
I still reach for your light switch
in every room I rent.

II.

Here, the neighbours ask where I am from
and then they wait,
as if the answer were a passport
I should hold up to the window.

III.

I will not come back, house.
Not because I do not want to,
but because you are not there
to open the door.
About the contributor
Portrait of Tomás Rendón

Tomás Rendón

Poet
From
Colombia / United States
University
PhD candidate in Anthropology

Tomás writes poetry and ethnography about Colombian families in the American South.

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